
I have a feeling the road to my previous running self is going to be very long and riddled with numerous obstacles, but I'm in it for the long haul.
I'm going to make a confession...my body isn't what it was before I became pregnant...shocker, I know. That body had a few years of hard, consistent endurance training in it. It was strong. It had great improvements in speed and consistency. This body, well, doesn't.
This body is slow and less muscular. It is cumbersome and out of breath sooner. It can't go as far. But it will.
As long as I'm confessing, let me also lay this one on the table...I'm carrying an extra 32 pounds on my frame. 32 pounds that I wasn't carrying last May and need to shed.

None of the obstacles will keep me from clawing my way back to my old running self. Scratch that...my better running self. The running self that will come back leaner, faster and stronger.
I'm under no delusions that this will be easy, or that it will happen soon. It's going to take time, commitment and the support and understanding of my family. And while I'm on the subject, thank the good Lord for a family who knows how important this is to my physical and emotional well-being. My family is incredibly supportive of me doing what I need to be awesome.
Why not take this journey with me? Hold me accountable to what I want to accomplish this year.
So, how have I used the first part of March to reach for my goals? I've managed to put in four official workouts (though I really believe I should get credit for running up and down all those stairs during the day trying to keep an infant calm).
The gym workouts and runs are just that - gym workouts and runs. Nothing to write home about or brag worthy. They get the job done. Did I mention my gym provides free childcare while working out? Priceless for the mom on the run who needs a babysitter to squeeze in that workout. The gym also has something the road workouts can't bring to the table...weights for strength training.
Of those four official workouts, one was back on the roads of the Broadneck Peninsula. Friday evening I got to lay down four well-earned miles while watching the colors change across the sky as dusk fell over Annapolis. Pretty scenery (and an out and back course) keep me motivated to finish the run when my body just wants to walk. I can't wait to up that mileage and get back on some of my other favorite routes across the area.
I've got a lot coming down the pike in the next several months - more endurance improvement, more races and new challenges (I signed up for a barre class at my gym) - and I'm looking forward to every sweaty moment (Diva now equates sweat with working hard). I know I'm behind in mileage, but I don't believe in backing down from a challenge. I still believe I can do this. Happy trails!!!
Stats -
Miles: 3.1 (3/1/14), 3.12 (3/6/14), 4.04 (3/7/14), 3.0 (3/8/14)
Time: 35:03 (3/1/14), 31:45 (3/6/14), 45:40 (3/7/14), 32:00 (3/8/14)
Location: Greater Annapolis Y and the Broadneck Peninsula
Feeling: earning it